Getting down to the wire.

I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. Waiting until the very last minute to pull something off is what I seem to do best. I have less than 11 hours to get my website for my book up and running and I still have a few pages, graphics, and other important things I need to do offline. Will she make it, you ask? I think I work better under pressure...most times anyway. But we'll see, the site will be going live @ midnight regardless. Wish me luck!

Ask and you shall receive...

I use to pray for ideas and nothing would happen for a long time. For years this would go on. But I knew I had something in me I wanted and needed to share with not only my friends and family, but the world. I kept believing that this simple life wasn't for me. I was supposed to do something amazing with my life. In the past 2 years I would say, prayer and keeping that close relationship with God has opened up so many doors for this little Texas Dreamer.

I not only have the ideas flowing, but praying for people to be put in my path is the biggest joy I've ever experienced. He keeps sending these influential, talented, inspiring, and intelligent people in my path, to get me that much closer to my dreams. I hope I can be that person for someone who needs me!

...thank you lord for all the blessings you've bestowed upon me. I receive everything that's you're will lord! Thank you!...

I'm the blame this time...

I know the last time I posted I was faced with my photographer cancelling on me. Well, since then and since the rescheduling of the new shoot on May 12th, that was cancelled as well. He opted to go Golfing instead...I suppose that's what I get for trusting and hiring family to do me a favor. Which it wasn't even me who asked, he (my husband's uncle) volunteered. Anyhow, since then I've just been sitting around moping, not getting anything done. Consumed by the disappointment, depressed. And knowing that I need to get at this my website completed by my own deadline of June 1st. I tend to get very lazy and disconnected with what I need to do to get this book done when I'm faced with another set-back. I'm so tried of this whole process, but I can so see the beautiful outcome that's right in front of me, I can't stop anymore even though I have no photographer to do the book cover photo. And even if I found one I can not afford it right now. We are so far in debt it's very scary! I feel helpless, and hopeless!